Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Friday, September 17, 2010

im tired...im really tired of all those stuffz runnin in ma heart n mind.....fightin wid them 4 past 4 monthz n nw im really tired...i give up evryting, evry my hope n ma lyf....let nyting happen to me nw i juz dnt care.....nting is chnged into me.... n nting vil chnge into me...if nyting s lft into me s then itz full of thoughtz n pain..

wen vil it get dark 4evr in ma lyf,so tat i dnt get up evr!!!!!! god i give up!!

p.s: i trustd u 4 lovin me, 4 nt hurtin me, nt to leave me all alone, to b wid me evr,n nt to lie to me.... bt u lft me bhind wid oly tearz!
livin s hell.... i want to die as soon as possible.
i lost evry happiness tat i had, i lost ma love. im gonna miss all those sweet msgz tat mke ma day perfect!!!! nw wo vil tel me gd ni8 ma chweet shahi !!!!! ma dayz n nightz hve bcme the sme !! oly differnce s at ni8 i sit alone n at day i hve ppl arnd me...
waitin to die. prayin evryday to die!!!! i cnt live witot y**.
i give up.!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

heye....
i love tiz song.... tujhe bhula diya!!!!! itz lyk smebdy singin abt ma feelinz.......
tu hi mere liye ab kar dua, tUhi is dard ka kar dawa, teri hoke mein jo teri na rahi, tho khud se yeh kehti hoon,,,,,,, tujhe bhula diya ohhh ,phir kyun teri yadon ne , mujhe rula diya ohhh.....
NICE NAAAAAAAA!!!!1 LOL.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

heyyyyy... gd mrng!!!
bad newz clg reopened...... ahhhhh, evrybdy r cumin bck to clg wid a cold n broken heart... bt no choice!!! wad to do to do.... itz a pain in the a**....... ma frnd arrivd strday wid so mch of pain leavin evrybdy bhind.... i know itz de sme wid evrybdy.... itz gonna b tough 4 evrybdy to cme bck to de normal state 4 few dayz!!!!! tearz filled in evrybdyz eyez showz hw mch they hate tiz clg........

as if i love tiz clg!!!!! itz de mst hurtin place on earth 4 me..... i hve seen alot pain ,sufferinz, liarz, bitchin, abve all betrayin!!!!!! ppl chnge their mind lyk hw water has no direction!!! itz really really hard to trust the one wom u love the mst cuz itz gonna hurt the mst wen they ditch u!!! the mst imp s tat the one wom u lov vil b the frst one to hurt u in sch a way tat u wld feel tat dyin s bettr!!!!! trust me . itz 100% true. i hve been through tiz . i am still goin through tiz... leavin a small hope IN DE BOTTOM OF MA HEART tat one day they vil REALIZE....*ONE DAY*.
i spoke to ma frnd strday n askd her has she gained weight??? she said tat she s havin 5 chocolate a day den definetly she wld hve gained!!!! abve all the comedy a the day ws, she said tat she wld b goin 4 mrng joggin.... ha ha ha ha... gadhi pehle subah uth jana then think abt joggin.... lol....
tatz it 4 the day..... me really nt feelin tat good today...
vil write mre abt u gadhi nxt tym ....

lov u all!!!!! bye.