dnt go plz......!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u.

im tired...im really tired of all those stuffz runnin in ma heart n mind.....fightin wid them 4 past 4 monthz n nw im really tired...i give up evryting, evry my hope n ma lyf....let nyting happen to me nw i juz dnt care.....nting is chnged into me.... n nting vil chnge into me...if nyting s lft into me s then itz full of thoughtz n pain..

wen vil it get dark 4evr in ma lyf,so tat i dnt get up evr!!!!!! god i give up!!

p.s: i trustd u 4 lovin me, 4 nt hurtin me, nt to leave me all alone, to b wid me evr,n nt to lie to me.... bt u lft me bhind wid oly tearz!
livin s hell.... i want to die as soon as possible.
i lost evry happiness tat i had, i lost ma love. im gonna miss all those sweet msgz tat mke ma day perfect!!!! nw wo vil tel me gd ni8 ma chweet shahi !!!!! ma dayz n nightz hve bcme the sme !! oly differnce s at ni8 i sit alone n at day i hve ppl arnd me...
waitin to die. prayin evryday to die!!!! i cnt live witot y**.
i give up.!

heye....

i love tiz song.... tujhe bhula diya!!!!! itz lyk smebdy singin abt ma feelinz.......

tu hi mere liye ab kar dua, tUhi is dard ka kar dawa, teri hoke mein jo teri na rahi, tho khud se yeh kehti hoon,,,,,,, tujhe bhula diya ohhh ,phir kyun teri yadon ne , mujhe rula diya ohhh.....

NICE NAAAAAAAA!!!!1 LOL.

heyyyyy... gd mrng!!!

bad newz clg reopened...... ahhhhh, evrybdy r cumin bck to clg wid a cold n broken heart... bt no choice!!! wad to do to do.... itz a pain in the a**....... ma frnd arrivd strday wid so mch of pain leavin evrybdy bhind.... i know itz de sme wid evrybdy.... itz gonna b tough 4 evrybdy to cme bck to de normal state 4 few dayz!!!!! tearz filled in evrybdyz eyez showz hw mch they hate tiz clg........

as if i love tiz clg!!!!! itz de mst hurtin place on earth 4 me..... i hve seen alot pain ,sufferinz, liarz, bitchin, abve all betrayin!!!!!! ppl chnge their mind lyk hw water has no direction!!! itz really really hard to trust the one wom u love the mst cuz itz gonna hurt the mst wen they ditch u!!! the mst imp s tat the one wom u lov vil b the frst one to hurt u in sch a way tat u wld feel tat dyin s bettr!!!!! trust me . itz 100% true. i hve been through tiz . i am still goin through tiz... leavin a small hope IN DE BOTTOM OF MA HEART tat one day they vil REALIZE....*ONE DAY*.

i spoke to ma frnd strday n askd her has she gained weight??? she said tat she s havin 5 chocolate a day den definetly she wld hve gained!!!! abve all the comedy a the day ws, she said tat she wld b goin 4 mrng joggin.... ha ha ha ha... gadhi pehle subah uth jana then think abt joggin.... lol....

tatz it 4 the day..... me really nt feelin tat good today...

vil write mre abt u gadhi nxt tym ....

lov u all!!!!! bye.

• half of ma heart is shot gun weddin to smeone with a paper and ring...

and half of ma heart is a part of a man who has never truely loved me!!!!!!! anyting.... bt i cnt stop lovin him ,cnt stop lovin u..........

i dint bleive in soulmatez untill i met u..... im tired so tired of everyting,of u , of me maslf.

all i ask is tat yearz from now wen v meet again,u vil still love me de way u did....

im sleepless bcoz of u ... bt i dnt mind.

u were my best frnd... hw i lost u i vil nvr und coz u r way byond tat now to me....

smetymz i juz wanna b done wid u, i know ,though,tat i wont even b done......

b4 i c u , i try to plan ot smeting to say.... someting to close de ever growin gap btwn us... wen i c u, i realize tat no amount of small tlk could ever bring us back to the way v were... wen u leave n i've said nting, all i cn do is CRY.....

do u ever look at old photos of us and wish it cld b like tat again de way tat i do?????

i vil nvr let ur head hit the bed witot my hand bhind it,u want love , v'll make it.

i love u ... even though you've never really loved me... and i miss u, even though u couldnt care less where i am.....

I PROMISE TO LOVE U 4EVER, CAN U PROMISE TO ALWAYZ B HERE?????

SMETYMZ LOVE S REALLY A 4 LETTER WORD,,,,................

P.S : I L O V E U , DO I DESERVE IT BACK?????

humko malooom hai iskh masoom hai.... dil seeeeee ho jati hai galatiyan, sabr se iskh mehroom hai!!!!!!!

heeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hello frndz...

hey h r u kamine????? ghar jake bhool mat jana!!!!! mein tere liye intezar karungi...... tk cr. love u loadz.....

p.s : cme bck soon!!!!!. bye.

heya....

i juz wanna tel u ntin which u dnt want to hear, all i want, s 4 u to say.......... ohhhh y dnt u juz tk me wer i hve nvr been b4, know u want to hear me catch ma breath........i love u till de end , i love u till de end n i love u till de end..... p.s : i love u.

juz 4 u munni.....

helloooooooo......

hiiiiiii.....

great morning friendz.... itz xam tym nw. god knowz watz gonna happen ....... feelin dam afraid.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want tiz to get ovr as soon as possible.

the oly relaxin song to hear right nw is AIYSA movie sngz.... espicially tat gal mithi mithi bol..... he he he ,i know itz dum ..... bt dnt know wad to do..... kiez den tk loadz of care ...... lov ya alllll.

bye...

....... is lyf so complicated??????? i guess it bcmez mre cmplicated wen u fall in luv n evry ting s against it....... it s the most wndrful feeling ever a person cn xperience.... it may b in the form of a mother, dad, brother,sistr or relativez.... bt above tiz dere s a luv which s breath takin... it s de luv of a special individual oly 4 u which can nvr b shared wid otherzzz... tiz luv bcmez so imprtnt n special tat evry othr ting lukz unimportant n useless.... wrdz r really less to describe wat a person feelz wen he/she s in luv..... it makez u go beyond the boundaries..... makez u 4gt evry kind of fear n pain n trouble..... oly n oly ting u remembr s de one u LOVE.....

it bringz u to sch a point tat all of ur emotionz r related oly to tat... u smile , u cry,u laugh, u gt tensd, upset, emotional,angry,hurtd, relaxed,worried ,etc etc evry ting oly n oly coz of he/she.... u start livin oly 4 tat person.. nt even a single breath would hve missd from tinkin tat person..... infact itz lyk one soul in two different body... u live oly 4 tat person.. u gt up wid tat personz thought in ur heart n sleep wid his/her memoriez....... in tiz process all de system of ur body shutz down xcept de system of heart which alwayz keep beatin 4 tat person..... hw lucky r those wo r blessd wid TRUE LOVE.. being in love s a feelin of livin on drug... u gt addictd so mch to tat person tat livin bcmez impossible witot them......

specially dedicatd to all true loverz......

fear of xamz....

itzzzzz a rainy weather today... i juz lov it alot.... savan ka mahina mast hota hai bt it does nt last long.... wat to do.. i have ma xamz up aftr 2 weekz.. scarryyyyyy.... dint prepare a wrd... donno wad to do ....actually feelin vry depressed....

ma frst tym.....

hmmmm ...... donno wad xactly to write... itz ma frst tym...